i only need someone to understand this..

Dear blog…

I don’t know why recently I often feel so sad inside, like no one wants to care about me..

I fall asleep by thinking how poor I am...

I stare myself in front of the mirror… I know nothing last forever...

But it’s hard to realize how ugly I am... then, why does a great man like him chose an ordinary girl like me...

Why God?

I was not born from a rich dad, and a fashionable mom… I’m not dress up like what teenagers usually do…

I don’t go to college with a luxurious car... I have no car, or even motorcycle... I’m too poor to buy it…

my Home is so far away from college… so I usually chase the bus for not arriving late… the extremely-hot sunny day always accompany my journey... I go anywhere by my self... no one wants to accompany me, even my boyfriend... he’s too busy to care about me…

God, why everything have been changed so fast? I still can’t prepare myself to face the changing in front of me… everyone may think I’m happy… but I’m not… I like to act as if I’m a happy person, and through my days with joke, smile, and laugh...

I don’t need a perfect man…

I just need someone who wants to lend me a shoulder to cry, and ears to listen…